At times, even with the fertile mind to write, cultivation of writing is narrowly possible in a place where the network receptivity is eccentrically sterile. In such circumstances, to keep that same wick of thirst constantly burning is undeniably gruelling.
I had a basketful of wish lists to accomplish at home before I returned from my
studies. But my place of posting has painfully strangulated all those sprouts
of my plans. Some limbs of the dreams had to be either removed or made to
wither and shrink of its own, while a large part of it had to horribly sustain with
the hailstorm of incessant miscarriages and failures.
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Most
agonizingly, that momentum of keeping in touch with my colleagues, students, kith
and kin, fellow bloggers in and around the world and some close readers,
dissolved without a trace. A friend of mine has humorously inboxed me, “Which part
of the world are you in?” Another
wrote, “The Facebook CEO Mark Zuckerberg has warned to remove those dormant
accounts. You are on the list”.
This
seems funny but if truth be told, I was strangely forced to hibernate inside
the cocoon of dormancy. The feelings I engrave and the sentiments I endure,
which are generally expressed in the form of words could not be shared and
communicated due to the sterile technological exit ticket- the internet.
No
matter how much I wish and think positive, that same amount of frustrations
engulf me. When the flames of my passion get blown off, though forcefully,
that’s the time, when I don’t attempt to fuel it or regrow it, ultimately distancing
from my social rings. That’s the time when I feel that when I found my home, I
have lost the world.
“Keeping in touch with the people that matter is important”
– G Eazy
So sorry to hear you are having so many problems with the internet, Dumcho.
ReplyDeleteIt really is so frustrating...believe me, I know!
My computer crashed yesterday and was totally unusable for 24 hours. Now, as you can see, it is up and running again...but still keeps glitching out...so is a very slow process to connect to my friends and fellow bloggers.
Oh I do hope things improve for you, my friend.
Please do try to stay positive...we all care for you so much...and will wait...:)
Oh gosh I can so understand the struggle of internet and technical problems. Most frustrating when you're working and you lose your momentum.
ReplyDeleteI hope your problem gets fixed so you can get in touch with people who matter to you, also so you can do your work online.